so much on the chopping block

Posted on October 8, 2009


“truth is slow because it sets itself, like bones forming. you’re growing your emotional knee caps.”

having more cholula hot sauce calls for more chicken in the near future.

apparently, i’m a beast. at both football And basketball. pretty awesome.
i also love walking down the hallway on my way out the door of work and hearing “good night miss charlei” and “see you tomorrow” from dark bedrooms.


faithful are the wounds of a friend, but deceitful are the kisses of an enemy…

what is desirable in a man is his kindness, and it is better to be a poor man than a liar

i want to capture pumpkin spice for all year long. i adore it.

“hurt calls through the muffled doors of closed chapters, so I leave them shut & use it as an excuse for some more time to eat up the quiet”

all these ellipses are here to represent how many times i’m probably going to wake up randomly in the middle of the night and vaguely realize where i am and where i am not and then sink back into delirious sleep. well, they weren’t intended to represent anything, but that statement is still probably a fairly accurate estimate. i’ve had dreams the last few nights with completely unrelated, random people in them. some people it makes sense for me to dream about, but some show up out of nowhere and i know such a hodge podge group of people that don’t know each other, it’s very weird when they’re all together in some strange twisted dream of mine. they’re all connected in my head, but never in actuality, and dreams are more actuality than “in my head” when they’re going on. and they’re exceptionally confusing in those delirious moments…
maybe i should put a tiny dream catcher in the pocket of my pillow.
i know a native american, but doubt he knows how to make a dream catcher, even a teeny one.

you ever get that feeling where something makes your insides curl up like ferns?
hmmm. well, i love it. i have a very small list of things that i can just think about that make them do that.
it’s like doing yoga for your heart.

sweet dreams, everyone.
i bid you a wonderful trip to la-la land.

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